新的是 心的事

to yichen.

  i really wonder when will you read this.i hope it will be soon or later.
  you got on the plane to america yesterday,again.
  i could do nothing but stay at home.it's true that i almost forgot you'dbe on the plane at 6:00 PM.
  but he called me at nine.
  he said.''hey she's on the plane already.'' ''so what?''i replied.
  ''i feel bad.and want to cry.'' he said.
  ''you said what?i'd got many problems to ask her but you kept talking to her happily.who should be the one that want 
  to cry?'' i was annoyed.''fine.'' he said.
  
  it didn't make sence that you were leaving.
  nope.i really have to say i could feel nothing about your leaving.
  maybe i just pretend like i don't care?
  i just can feel nothing.
  maybe that's not something bad?
  cause i won't be disturb by your leaving?

  who cares.
  wish you be safe on your way.

                                                                                                                      Truely yours .Jessie
                                                                                                                      2008.07.14.